Okay, so I haven’t been logging or eating the cleanest. I’ve been going out and drinking.. I’ve wasted so many weeks! But that’s okay. Slowly but surely I will get to my goal. I definitely do need some motivation. I bought two pairs of jeans in size 7-8 and 6. I’m going to weigh in tomorrow and start a countdown to 140 lbs. I’ll figure out a $ amount for each pound because I’m going to celebrate/reward myself by doing something that I would never ever do…. Sky dive! I am terribly afraid of heights, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I do love the thrill. I like roller coasters! Even if I am afraid. I think the reason I’m afraid is because in my mind, I’m still 300 lbs.. I could still break a ride or not fit in it. But I think I’m going to do this!!!! I mean I will!!!!
Last night, a guy told me something like, “You don’t look like the type of girl who would be into deep fried food.” I almost got offended because I thought he was being mean, but I know he wasn’t. My fat girl defense mode…
REBLOG AND THEN
GO
ON
YOUR
BLOG
AND CLICK ON THE PICTURE. USE YOUR WEBCAM OR NOT.
This is the most wondrous thing. I have turned off all of my lights and I’m sat under my duvet like a secret pioneer into this fantastic little world that I can’t stop watching.
Genuinely one of the coolest things I’ve come across on here.
Ok this is amazing
I spent like 20 minutes just watching it.
omg i dont reblog stuff but fhdbsjfhdbshjfs this needs to be on my tumblr omg //stares
WOAHHH K TURNED THE LIGHTS OUT. TOOK ME A WHILE BUT WHAOOAOOOAHHH
YOU MEAN YOU PEOPLE HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THIS I LOVE THIS OKAY IT’S MEANT TO REPRESENT HOW DREAMS EVOLVE WITH RANDOM SHAPES AND REPETITIVE IMAGES ANA SOMNIA IS THE BEST THING
(Source: xxill)
- me: this isn't working. i'm going to always be fat.
- me: i can kind of see the progress!
- me: omg i'm still fat.
- me: i'm actually kind of skinny...
- me: WHY IS THIS NOT WORKING!?
